A Change of Pace

When I started this, I thought I had a plan. Plans change, people change and motives absolutely change.

I thought I could make this a site to educate and help people understand mental illness. But my own depression and anxiety pounded into my head that no one would read it.

It’s called different things: self-fulfilling prophecy, karma, manifesting. You get what you put out into the universe. Believe what you want, but it’s been proven time and time again.

So rather than quit, which is what my inner demon would want, I am changing course.

The title of this page is My Life as a Black Sheep. So I will focus on my life and my own struggle, journey, path of trying to get to a better place in my life.

Again, who will read this? I don’t know. I still want to share things about mental illness in a effort to help educate, but maybe having a place to vent, will help me and help someone else.

Here goes nothing!